InsaneJournal

"Music is a total constant. A song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person.

No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment." - Sarah Dessen, Just Listen

ABOUT ME~ Age Disclaimer: I am over 21 years old. Welcome any and all! If you're reading this then I should warn you that you most likely will find me boring, and will definitely find me insane or crazy! If you don't like it then you can press the little back arrow usually located at the top left of your screen! I did warn you... My name is Meagan, or Meg for short. I am currently 28 years old. I live in a small town about 8 miles outside of York City, Pennsylvania. I am single and currently unemployed (again!). I have 6 very cute and obnoxious cats and I could talk about them till I die! I have one sister, who is also one of my best friends. I live with my mom. My dad killed himself June 9, 2009. I am a bisexual submissive, and my family would say I talk about sex a lot, even though my sister would also say that I am prudish. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety after being hospitalized many times when I was about 21. My anxiety makes my arms shake so much that it makes it almost impossible for me to drive, and even riding in a car makes me a bit anxious. I went to college for a Business Management degree. I've been engaged once, and made a very stupid mistake by leaving him. I love to travel, and while I've never been out of the United States, I have travelled to 25 states. I love to read. I don't like to write, but feel compelled to do so. I love to cook, even though I still have to convince myself because I find it more of a chore. I love to scrapbook, but hate that I never seem to have enough time for it. I hate shopping. I love decorating. I love dressing up and wish I had more reasons to wear my skirts and dresses. I love music; it's one of the only things that help keep me relatively sane. I don't lie; I'd rather be brutally honest. I don't hide what I do here or anywhere else; my family knows that I read and write very sexually graphic things. And even though this doesn't show it, I actually hate talking about myself. And I absolutely love being very random and making people think I'm more insane than I actually am.

ABOUT MY WRITING~ I first started writing in 2001, at the age of 16. My sophomore English class dealt a lot with poems and I became enthralled with trying to decipher the hidden meanings behind word choices and the flow of some of the best poems ever written. Afterwards, I started trying to write my own, and for the last three years of high school I became addicted to writing all my struggles down into my poems. After high school there was far less drama and I stopped writing poems. I randomly stumbled onto fanfic and fandom within a year. In fandom, I read and lurk like crazy, I write quite a bit, and I beta a little. Currently the only fandoms I have written/do write in are Harry Potter, Adam Lambert RPF, and Star Wars. I like quite a few other fandoms, and occasionally I will read and squee uncontrollably about them. I joined fandom when I was about 19. I first found Star Wars fanfic, and read a lot. I wrote my first fanfic ever quite soon after. I betaed a bit and continued to write numerous fanfics. I even met the greatest man in the world, all through Star Wars fanfic. I first started reading Harry Potter fanfic back in 2006. I loved reading the news posts on Mugglenet.com and saw mentions of fanfic, but when I delved into the het fanfic there none of it ever felt real to me. I found the hex files site and started reading a random story, and it sounded so right! From there I branched out into Snarry, at walking the plank, and then to hpfandom.net where I found so many other pairings that also worked. And finally, in December 2010 I began writing my first one-shot for Harry Potter fandom. Finally, in 2011, I fell into the Adam Lambert RPF fandom. I've read too many stories in that fandom to count and hopefully it won't take me four years before I finally write a one-shot in it! The majority of what I read and write in these fandoms is SLASH. That means two guys in a relationship, usually doing some really sexual things. Or femslash, two girls in a relationship. And I tend to have some very kinky favourites like chan, incest, d/s, or other things that are extremely adult. I also feel I should warn you all that all the Star Wars fanfic I've written to this date has been HET or GEN. That means a heterosexual relationship or general fic with no relationship. So likewise if you don't like het then don't click on those stories! I am also a pairing whore. You will never find just one pairing or even just one person exclusively paired with another! I love almost everybody in fandom equally and I love them loving on anyone! You can find my fics here or mastermeg_0228.

ABOUT MY JOURNAL~ In this journal you will find an insane amount of personal ramblings and memes, quite a bit of fanfic, and a few other odds and ends. I try my best to tag everything in my journal to an extreme so you aren't surprised. The tags are there for a reason, please read them before squicking yourself out! As I said before, I don't hide what I do here, and I treat this journal the same way I do twitter and facebook. I would never share something here, public or locked, that I don't mind being out in the big wide world. I will never ask that you don't share something here, but I will ask that you never share any of the comments made from other people, as they may not be as open as I am! HP Disclaimer: All recognisable Harry Potter characters and settings in the works of fanfiction posted here are the property of J. K. Rowling and her associates. No copyright infringement is intended. No profit is made from these works. SW Disclaimer: All recognisable Star Wars characters and settings in the works of fanfiction posted here are the property of George Lucas and his associates. No copyright infringement is intended. No profit is made from these works. Adam Lambert RPF Fandom Disclaimer: All recognisable people in the works of fanfiction posted here are real people and most likely is not a true representation of them(why else would I be writing it). No copyright infringement is intended. No profit is made from these works. This is not meant to be mean, disrespectful, or hurtful in any way...It is purely for my own enjoyment. Content Disclaimer: I do not in any way approve of, condone, promote, or support pedophilia, incest, rape, molestation, or any other activity that involves the unwilling participation of another with or without their knowledge, no matter their age of consent. Any interests, communities, or entries listed here or within my journal are kept within the range of the fictional world in the form of fictional characters within stories. This is fiction. Things in any of the stories posted here are not real. Transformative Works Disclaimer: (Including, but not limited to, podfic, translations, remixes, or fanart of any type) Anyone is welcome to make a transformative work of my fanfic, all I ask is that you provide me with a link to the finished piece of work so I may squee, flail, and generally annoy my flist with my happiness. My email address is provided above or you can send me a private message. This does not however give anyone permission to repost any of my fanfic anywhere else. EVERYTHING in this journal rated NC-17 or R will be f-locked! If you want to read that you need to be of age in your country to read it! If you want to friend me, you are more than welcome to, and I will friend you back... if you are of age!

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